Useless

I've become completely useless. Morning sickness (or rather ALL day sickness) seems to be SO much worse this time around. I'm waking up nauseous. I'm on the verge of puking all day long. I can barely keep my eyes open half the day from the extreme exhaustion, but when I get to sleep I can't stay asleep because I have a horrible sick feeling on and off the whole night. I wake up sick. I can't seem to get off the couch, let alone get anything productive done. My energy level has fallen to an awful low. I remember feeling really tired when I was pregnant with Max and I felt sick a lot as well. I thought that was really bad then, but I honestly think it's a lot worse this time. I get hungry fast, then I get sick from being hungry, yet I can't eat hardly anything without getting sick. The thought of cooking food makes me want to puke. I'm really looking forward to getting past this part of being pregnant and hopefully if everything turns out ok in the end, I'll never have to do it again. Being this sick this time around has confirmed for me that two kids are enough. It's harder this time around as well because I can't just take care of myself and focus on exactly what my body needs when I need it because I am also caring for a 2 year old. He is a great 2 year old, and I'm very thankful for that, but I feel bad when I'm just too tired to play with him or too sick feeling to do anything with him. The first trimester is the worst and I'll be happy when I get out of it!